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well, he's now my boyfriend, it was a long time coming but we both tried to avoid it because I was already in a relationship and neither me or Josh really understood what we felt at the time, we thought it was just protectiveness over each-other. Strange really that it was the end of my last relationship that threw me and Josh togetehr in the end.
I'm sure you all pretty much know that I used to self-harm quite severely, well, I kidna started again towards the end with me and Simeon, and I realised within a week that I couldn't go on hiding it from everyone, I sought assistance in ending it (again) from Josh. He recommended that I tell Simeon about it, I tried, and got no reaction, but when I actually showed Josh, well, his reaction was totally the opposite.
Hmm, we met at college, about two weeks into the first term, we were the only ones left outisde on a Thursday afternoon, I gave him my MSN and that same evening he added me, we ended up having this longarse conversation about sheep and whatnot :)
Lot's of people don't really udnerstand him, he's got a crazy exterior shell type thing surrounding him, but deep down he's a sensitive guy, some people who DO know this don't know HOW sensitive he is. I don't claim to be the expert, there's still lots I DON'T know about him and his past and whatnot, but then there's lots that people don't know about other people so meh =]
Anything else about Josh? well... I call him a fuzzy moogle because of his fuzziness on this chin and because he's obsessed with Final Fantasy right now, especially twelve =] oh, and although many people don't know this, he DOES have a FILTHY mind XD or at least he can have =]
what makes me think of Josh?
many stuffs. looking at the scars on my hand and realising he helped me stop causing them probably